It's a thing called Luv-Part 3

Emma finally decided that she had to give Kelvin another chance, especially when he wanted to get married. Emma saw a clear difference in Kelvin right at the moment when he agreed to stay at Wenniington for a couple of days. 
Kelvin was introduced to the Buttercup members by Emma and she felt proud as she grabbed Kelvin’s strong hands when they walk through the Orchards. 
“This place is so beautiful isn't it?” Emma said with a glowing expression on her face. “Mmm hmm” Kelvin replied looking far down at the Corn yard. “Is there anything wrong?” Emma wanted to know. 
“Nothing, it’s just. I don’t know how these people live like this. This place is out of services. You can’t even find a place to grab a hamburger properly. These people look naive and rural. They seemed to be stuck in nineties. How did you manage an entire month with them? I mean look at those workers. They don’t look me in the eye” Kelvin complained. 
“It’s because they respect you” Emma said narrowing her eyes. She didn't like what Kelvin said because she knew Buttercup was one of the best places she’s been to. “I think that’s being foolish, this is not the medieval era” Kelvin muttered. “Yea whatever” Emma ignored Kelvin as she saw Danny walking through the narrow path.
“Hey Danny” Emma waved. 
Danny looked around and saw Emma standing in the Orchard with Kelvin. He had a puzzled look on his face. 
“Hi” 
Emma grabbed Kelvin’s hands as she ran towards Danny. Kelvin looked totally unapproved of her move. “Geez, my denim” He complained. 
“Hey Danny, how’s it going?” 
“Ah good” Danny replied looking away. “I just wanted you to meet Kelvin. Well, we got back together” Emma ventured. 
Danny stared at them for a while and then he went “Oh congratulations.” And looked away which was another usual behavior gesture by him. Kelvin nodded and completely ignored Danny as he started typing on his blackberry. 
“So I gotta go now, see you later” Danny muttered walking away. Emma stared at Danny in a perplexed emotion. 
“I’ll be right back” Emma said to Kelvin who was on another world testing. 
“Hey, Danny waits” Emma started sprinting to catch Danny. 
Instead answering Emma, Danny went inside the barn. Emma had to follow him as she was in urge to talk with Danny. Danny shrugged and turned around at Emma with a strong expression on his face. “Look, if you’re worried that I’m going to spill anything in front of Kelvin about what happened between us. Don’t worry; I never want to spoil your relationship. So now please you don’t have to follow me all around” 
“What? I didn't come here because I wanted to zip your mouth. I came here because I wanted to know what’s wrong with you” Emma snarled. 
“What difference would it make? You’re leaving soon and what difference would it make if I’m acting different or not.” Danny replied sarcastically looking away. 
Emma walked towards Danny as she grabbed by his shoulders. “Danny, Look me in the eye”
“Tell me, what did I do? Why are you ignoring me? Is it about the Halloween night? Look I already apologized. I wish I could rewind things, But I’m sorry I can’t. What’s wrong with you? What’s your problem” Emma cried distinctly uncomfortable. 
“You want to know what my problem is. Fine then listen. My problem is you! My problem is that I get to see you everyday; I get to talk with you everyday. That’s my problem!” Danny shouted in a loud voice. Emma could see his eyes were burning with anger. 
“But why would my existence matter you? I thought we are friends” Suddenly a tear started rolling down through Emma’s eyes.
“Because…because I don’t want to be friends with you…”
“Because I’m in love with you, I can’t be friends with someone I love” 
“I’m sorry Emma, but I can’t deny this feeling. I wish I never met you” 
Emma’s heart skipped a beat as she heard those words. Danny’s voice started going round and round in her head as she sighed. “Oh”
“See? It won’t make any difference. Its okay Emma you don’t have to feel sorry for me. I’ll be okay. I hope you’ll be happy with Kelvin” 
Emma took her steps backwards slowly as she let go of Danny’s arms. 
Emma found her self running away from Danny in to the house, where she cried inside her bathroom while others had no idea what Emma was doing. 
Emma spent her last day at Wennington with Melanie. Melanie made her happy. Emma wished she had a child like Melanie. 
Melanie and everyone else were all in tears when they said their final good byes to Emma. But for Emma’s sadness she could not see Danny anywhere near. She knew meeting Danny would make her sadder after whatever happened between them. 
“I will miss you” Melanie’s words reappeared inside Emma’s head as they went back in to her old apartment in London.
Kelvin said he had arranged a dinner at restaurant for them including Rachel,  Justin and others they knew. 
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“Don’t wear it” “You look pale” Justin complained as he was lying on Emma’s bed at her apartment the next evening. The dinner was an hour away yet Emma couldn't find something perfect to wear.
“He is right, just try something else” Rachel said as she went through Emma’s wardrobe. 
Emma tried another dress which was black. Justin raised his eye brows and made a disgusting face. “Noooo”
“Oh” Emma was depressed as she got tangled in her dress.
“So how was your vacation and how’s your Kelvin” Rachel wanted to know.
“Fine” Emma replied shortly looking for more dresses in her wardrobe 
“I can’t believe you guys are getting back together. I mean he wanting to marry you is the biggest shock ever” Rachel clapped her hands vigorously. 
“I know, maybe he just wanted to make sure that our relationship is heading somewhere” Emma replied as she opened her travel bag. 
“I can’t wait to be your bridesmaid” Rachel said. 
“Hey, that looks pretty” Justin climbed out of the bed as Emma took her red sleeveless dress out from her travel bag. 

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Emma, Rachel and Justin were the first to the dinner table at the restaurant. Kelvin was the next to arrive with a beautiful flower bouquet on his hands. Emma smiled and accepted the flower boutique politely. The invited guests started flowing in to the restaurant including Kelvin’s friends. 
“I just want to thank you guys for being here tonight. Because today’s a special day for me.” Kelvin said standing up from his seat where he sat next to Emma. 
“And by the way, Emma you look pretty” Jack one of Kelvin’s friends interrupted. Emma smiled when others started complimenting on how pretty Emma looked in her red dress. 
“So…” Kelvin woke her voice, ignoring others.
“Well, I’m not an expert on this stuff. So let me get this straight. I think it’s time to take another step in our relationship” 
Kelvin sunk down on one knee in front of Emma and reached to one of his pocket. He opened a little jewelry box while others stared at him. Inside it was a beautiful ring with a diamond perched on to it. 
“Emma will you marry me” Kelvin asked in a gentle way. 
Emma could see Kelvin watching her as she sat on her seat with absolute silence. Kelvin looked around as she felt her disappointed silence. 
Emma knew everyone’s eyes were at her. 
“No” Emma looked away as she spilled the word. 
Mouths fell open, they stared at Emma silently.
“What?” Kelvin asked fiercely. 
Rachel started whispering with Justin with perplexed expressions on their faces. Kelvin stood up with an angry look.
“I’m sorry Kelvin. I can’t marry you. I don’t want to marry you” Emma spoke in a low voice.
“What do you mean?” Kelvin replied through gritted teeth. “What’s going on” Justin jumped in as Emma shared a pleaded look with Kelvin.
“I know this is hard you for you Kelvin but I can’t do this anymore” 
“Do what? Everything was perfect in between us till you that stupid idea about Wennington” Kelvin complained burning with anger. 
“Nothing was perfect Kelvin, it never was. It’s just that I took so long to realize it that nothing’s been perfect between and when I realized I've gone too far. I know there are things you and I shared in common. But that’s not enough. Insulting my job is not perfection; Telling me I’m immature is not perfection. Perfection is understanding each other’s differences and respecting them. It’s called love. Love is respect; it is the care we need to have for each other. That’s what I always wanted from you. A little more care and some respect. If caring and respecting sounds immature to you then listen, I love being immature!” Emma finally shouted. 
Kelvin crossed his arms, looked nervous beneath the tough exterior. 
“You’re causing embarrassment for both of us. I took this extreme measure because I trusted you.” Kelvin whispered slowly in anger.
“Who cares whether it’s embarrassing when you don’t get what you want” Emma said quietly, drained. 
 “What do you want Emma?” Justin interrupted. 
“I want freedom” Emma said dismissively. _________________________________________________________________

“Do you miss Emmy?” Melanie asked as she sat next to Danny on Buttercup front yard. 
“But it won’t matter to anyone” Danny said somberly. 
“It would, if you tell her that you miss her” Melanie asked, eyes wide.
Danny gave a little laugh as he ran his fingers through his hair. 
“She’s gone and she’s never coming back and it won’t matter anymore. She’s already getting married” Danny said quietly. 
“She promised me to call, she’s the best sister in the whole world” She said blushing.
“Yes, she’s one of the best things ever happened to me” Danny said sighing slowly. 
Danny thought hard.  “I think she’s the only best thing ever happened to me”
“Emma?” Danny heard Melanie crying. 
“Emma what?” Danny leaned towards Melanie waiting for an answer.
“No that’s Emma. I see Emma. Look Danny, its Emma!” Melanie’s hands went flying in the air as she jumped. 
Danny looked at the narrow path and his mouth wide opened with what he saw.
All he could see was a tall lean, curly haired girl walking slowly through the narrow path wearing jeans and a blue sleeveless top.
Danny and Melanie found themselves sprinting towards Emma with scowls. 
“Emma?” Danny cried finally trying to catch his breathe. 
“Hey” Emma said with gritted teeth. “My car broke and I had to walk a kilometer by my own.” Emma said breathing hard. “My clothes, my everything’s in the car, so I need help” 
Danny gasped. “What? Wait, clothes?” 
Danny seemed slightly shell shocked. 
“Of course silly, you bring everything when you move in”
“Just wait, I don’t understand. What’s going on” Danny exclaimed.
“Emmy’s back. Emmy’s back?” Melanie cried as she understood everything. 
“That’s true Mel. Now can you please get Jason and Nevil to get my car back?”  Emma said trying sound calm.
“Why? Why do you come back?” Danny snapped in when Melanie ran towards the house.
“Do you want to know why?” Emma said casually. Danny nodded. 
“Because, this is my home and I have every right to live here” Emma urged. 
Danny stared away hurt with Emma’s words.
“Also I didn't want to see you hooking up with another girl when I’m pregnant with your child...” Emma added.
Emma couldn't help laughing as she saw Danny raising his eyebrows. 
Danny saw that Emma wanted him to be mad at her for her joke, yet he couldn't stop smiling. 
“Is that why you really came?” Danny laughed.
Danny stopped laughing as Emma touched his face softly. 
“I’m sorry Danny” Emma swallowed. 
“It took me a while to realize everything…” 
“It’s okay Emma” He said softly.
“But you didn't tell me the reason why you came back” He asked cheekily and smiled again. 
“Stop acting like you don’t know” Emma slapped Danny’s hand.
“Know what?” Danny asked with a curious look on his face.
“Stop it Danny, you know I came back because of you” Emma sounded incredulous. 
“You came back because of me, because I’m your child’s father” Danny laughed.
“I came back because of you, because I love you!” Emma cried pushing Danny away.
“Oh come here” Danny whispered as he pulled Emma closer to him. 
“I just wanted to hear it from you. It sounds romantic in that way” Danny said sounding relieved. 
Emma laughed and hugged him tighter. “So do you still have feelings for me Danny” She wanted to know.
Danny put a serious look on his face as he went “No, I fell in love with Melanie and we’re getting married tomorrow” 
Emma bit his nose. “Owwww” Danny cried. “Go easy mother Dracula” 
Emma shrugged and laughed.
“What about Kelvin and London?” Danny wanted to know. “Well, Kelvin proposed me and I said no. He slopped away with his clique and I didn't see him again. I sold my crummy apartment, I left my job and I made a few calls. I think I’ll be starting my new job at the Wennington as a writer.” 
“You did all that for me Emma?” Danny asked cupping her face. Emma nodded.
“Do you love me?” Danny was unsure.
“Yes, I do” Emma’s eyes twinkled. Danny stroked Emma’s neck and kissed her softly on the mouth. They didn't care that half of the Buttercup farm were staring at them with opened mouths. Nothing else mattered, because they were crazy about each other

Hypnotized

My feelings, they are trying to say something... Why do I feel so astonished with that gaze? Are those stories about love at first sight coming true? 

Your smile was bewitching and touched my heart deeply.. 
Your words were magnetic and warmed every corner of my soul... 
Why do I feel so astonished with that gaze?
I tried to move on but you have already hold me in to you tightly...

Your eyes have felt throughout my heart... It's like they are taking me to a delegate that I've never been before...
I try to ask from my brain "Help me to differ right from wrong" but my heart stops me from questioning...

I can feel the essence of your love and it makes me want more... But still I'm in intense, afraid of what I'm feeling...

Everything about you have changed the way I feel about my life...
I want to let go of my fears about love once again..
I want to feel more of you...
I don't want to look back and regret for losing you...
I don't to lose myself in the solitary where I have to live without you...

I can't help hiding my feelings, they are yelling those 3 words continuously inside me "I LOVE YOU!"

Love is

LOVE, a word with a little amount of words but stands for a lot of things… 
It’s not about sharing gifts or holding hands or prompting in-front of the whole world. 
It’s not an achievement. It’s all about GIVING, just like now most of you guys have given your hearts away for sumone else… 

There are times when u have to make little sacrifices for ur loved ones..Sumtimes they become precious more than any other thing… For an example sometimes it worth to be silent in the middle of an argument, not because you are wrong, because your silence can fix everything than the tons of explanations you were willing to give.

For me the biggest sacrifices are CHANGING n ADJUSTING yourselves for your loved ones, not catching grenades of jumping off from mountains…

Fights and little misunderstandings come and go, but the best thing is whatever happens in the end you guys still love each other.. Isn’t it?

It is said that falling in love again and again in different periods of ones life with the same person is the key to a successful relationship… I believe for that you have to understand what love is 

Amanda's memory

It was a dreadful rainy day with ferocious lightning...
I was staring at the evil wind which made the huge trees whack their branches like evil spirits...
"Amanda Come aside..It's so cold and scary outside" He appeared in to the court-yard with the hot coffee that i prepared few minutes before....He was sipping it slowly...I hugged him so tightly,because the whole world became so insecure to me...Tears started stiring from my eyes....
"It's all gone now Amanda,you can't change the reality" He said while holding my arms tightly...For an eternally long time I remained silent...Thousands of weird feelings attacked me....
"There's no electricity too, Danush" I said,lightening up a small candle in order to see his face clearly...His eyes were pleading,like they wanted to me to forget everything...
He quietly sat on the strong wooden chair in the court yard...I rested my head on his lap firmly...Non of speak a single word...the deep unbearable silence took me far away in to my past memories.................

It was only me and my twin sister in our family with our father..our mother left us on the day of our birth...Since that day father spent each and every single second of his life for our betterment....My sister was so beautiful than me...All got attracted to her charming beautiful...Even at the school has received a better place than me...I was never sad of that,I was so proud of my sister..After the higher education she seeked for a job and finally ended up as a receptionist in a famous hotel...She spent her life happily with her new job...I always went for her to take advises about my education and also about my life..She treated me like a mother always...She never let me to worry about my mother...I was so lucky to have her.... Day by day she became so beautiful....During those days I met Danush as a law student..He was so kind and helpful... We became so closer to each other.....Even my father knew about our relationship too..He had nothing bad to tell about us because Danush was decent and never tried to make me feel uncomfortable...But my sister didn't like Danush..I didn't find any reason for her unpleasence towards him..She never mentioned me any reason too...
With time my sisters life style became so weird and mysterious....She started hanging out with a rich guy....and it was her lover..Non of us tried to find about her because she didn't like that and she treated us so badly whenever we tried to ask her about his boy friend...I remained silent in front of her useless and bad life style...As she was elder and experienced than me,I thought that she will be wise enough to take decisions....But with the time my sister started looking so pale and different..At last I found that she is going to become a mother because of her bad behaviour with her boy friend....Furthur I found that it was the owners son of the hotel,that my sister worked must be responsible for her dreadful situation..He was my sister's boy friend...My sister deprived of her rights..But her boy friend left her to another country....My sister lost her job too..All pointed their fingers to her not to her boy friend..We all became helpless in front of the money and power...
Danush was the only relief we had...My sister stayed in her room every day..She never came out..I never tried to talk with her because we didn't want to hurt her....But one night I heard a loud crack sound from her room....I hurried to her room to see what's happening...I found my sister laying on her bed as usual... I went near her and tried to hold her hand,in order to make her feel better....but her hand was so freaky cold,like a dead one's...she didn't move too..I was scared with her weird position and I tried to check whether she was brething..But I felt nothing....!!!!

Suddenly I found a small bottle next to her....And it was labeled as POISON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


"Amanda....are you okay?" Suddenly Danush's words cut of my memories...He was staring at me in dismay...
"Yeah,I'm alright Danush" I lied him..
"Amanda...staying here is not good for you....It's better to move from here...." He said softly while kissing my hand
"I love you Amanda..Let's marry....I asked from your father too........." His eye's were sparkling with love...
It was the movement I felt,that I'm so lucky to have a true lover like Danush who never made me feel bad....

Love tricks

It was another murky day with intoxication. Among the busy citizens of Mumbai, I’m staring at a huge building which makes my glimpse more nervous.
Mumbai some call it the city of dreams and dust. I knew that it was the only place which can make my hopes succeed.
The only hope the only dream I had was, becoming an author, an accomplished author. Though I was artistic since my child hood, No one owed me a single chance to bring them to the world. I badly needed to make my illustrations famous. So after a huge struggle, my only decision was to chase my dreams. Only Mumbai had the chance of giving me handful of opportunities to make my dreams come true. So like many others I came to Mumbai with dozens of dreams.
From the beginning I had to struggle in-order to make some space in the new city for my creations. But with the unbearable out comes, everything I wrote seemed to be very lacking and loquacious.

But suddenly I got a countless chance to prove my passion towards writing through a magazine named Thoughts!
“You have a rare talent, I’m impressed” Danush the editor of thoughts uttered while narrowing his eyes towards the collection of my writings. He was a tall decent person with a tight intelligent look.
“Thank you sir, I’m really grateful” I said with excitement
“Ah what’s your name? I just forgot?”
“Sara, Sara Prakash”
“Sara your name is beautiful, So you can start your work from tomorrow” He gave me a soft smile and diverted his glance in to my writings again.
“Thanks again sir” It was the only word I had to utter every time with the unbearable happiness which haunted my whole soul.

Everything was to change in my life with the opportunity given by the thoughts magazine. I tore up all the negative thoughts and began writing. Day by day my writings became more creative and attractive which made the editor impress. In just few months I began to feel love towards the Mumbai city so faster! Though it was different from my usual life style, I couldn’t help adapting to the Mumbai city life.
Everything around me was so familiar and all of the things were like my own.
It was really exciting to work with the Thoughts crew and I really enjoyed their company and especially the editor Danush was really attractive and pleasant.
The most pleasures surprise was the bunches of appreciations I received for my articles.
One evening unexpectedly I had to face a fresh new episode in my life…
“Sara, you have done a great job since for far. So I decided to owe you a separate column in the magazine. It’s like a challenge but I know that you have the real guts to accept the challenge” Danush blurted out while I was working..
I was so surprised and for an eternally long time I remained silent.
“What happened Sara?” Danush leaned closer to me with pure amusement and curiosity crossed his angelic face.
“No actually, I don’t know what to say! I’m really surprised with your words, Sir. I don’t know how grateful I am. Because you trust me and you give me such a huge opportunity!”
Danush spontaneously glared at me for a while
“Let’s see what you can do this time. Wish you all the best”
I was more like deep in thoughts. I promised my self to work hard more than any other chapter in my life.
Days went faster and I became a successful writer among the Thoughts crew. With my success I met so many friends but only one became my best friend. Her name was Neha and she was more like a sister to me.
“What’s going on between you and Danush sir” It was an unexpected question from Neha suddenly which made my whole life to face changes…
Obviously my answer was nothing and I knew that I was so closer to Danush. But it never meant that there was anything secret going on between us.
Danush was really impressed with my works so he always spent his time mostly with me. Some times he used me as his secretary and I fulfilled all my duties happily. Because Danush was more like a god to my life.

“But I think that he likes you a lot. He’s different when he’s with you.”
Each and every day Neha had something new to relate about me and Danush. Instead of neglecting her jokes, I started thinking about them and with out any afford all of them became new hopes for my life.
I started feeling different for Danush and I knew that it was a big interest on him. A morbid interest on him!
Finally I started falling for the tall handsome Danush, My boss!
“I don’t think that he likes me. What if he has a girl huh?” I always expressed negative thoughts and each and every feeling was a misery…
“No if he has a girl, surely he could tell us”
Neha always tried to cheer me up.
With her positive ideas my interest towards him started growing faster and faster.
Danush mostly used to take me for coffee and it was a huge chance for me to know a lot about him. He seemed to be single from the things he said and I was really happy.
“Sara I really like you. You are different and simple” His words always made me to blossom like a rose and his all appreciations were the heavenly symbols of his interest towards me.
With my new hopes, I had to struggle in-order to balance my carrier with the new feelings. But it was really difficult and mostly I used to dream about Danush instead of working.
Though Danush noticed my difference he never said anything bad to me. And I was sure that it’s because he loved me like the way I loved him!
My only hope of becoming an author faded away and marrying Danush became my ultimate dreams.
With my life style, I started loosing reviews for my articles. But I had no any idea as I was living in his dreams! His glances, his smile and his words!
Love was really amazing; It made me a different person again in the unknown city Mumbai! Most of the people said that Love can make some one really happy. But I didn’t realize that it cane make some one destroy at the same time until I face the ugly truth about my hopes.
“Sara…. Danush sir has called you to his room.” Suddenly Danush’s secretary appeared in front of me.


“Sara, Sara, Sara! I controlled my patience since a long time because I trusted you! But not any more” The thundering words of Danush went crossing my ears like arrows!
“Why what happened?” I asked with curiosity with no any idea about what was going on.
“Just don’t act like a baby! What the hell is this?” He shouted while throwing a paper at me.
I bent down to grab the paper and found that it was one of my article sketches.
“Why what wrong with this Danush?” I asked in dismay
“Huh, what wrong? Do you think that my magazine is for little kids? To publish silly articles like this? Have you gone mad or what?”
Though I wanted to make an excuse for my fault, I stopped as I caught him staring at behind me.
Suddenly a lady appeared behind me and stepped towards Danush.
“Danu, don’t you remember. There’s a meeting at Rahul’s school today. He need both of us to be there. Almost all the parents are attending” She said while giving me a curious look
PARENTS??
SWEET HEART??

I didn’t know what to say or what to do. From a single glance everything changed.
I stood like a statue with out making any word in-front of Danush and his WIFE!
“Okay, I just forgot it. I think we should leave now.” He said while walking away from me
“And Miss Prakash, You don’t have to work here any more. Thanks for your support. Wish you all the best”
What did I have to say in such a situation instead of staring like a statue?
My dreams, My hopes My everything washed away with a small silly hope named LOVE!
With the cursed feelings, I had to resign from my position…



And now here I am among the busy Mumbai citizens, staring at THOUGHTS! The building of thoughts magazine, With lost hopes and dreams… Where should I go now?

Mumbai The city of Dreams! Gave me a life and at the same time took my life back!
But it taught me a lesson… “The more you attach the more you get hurt”

“The feeling came from the melting drops from the rain. The movement has com close to my heart….It touched my heart but I couldn’t know. But when I looked back and think of the few meetings up we had. I like the moment. I cant do this…I’ll send the message through the wind. I love you…Where do I got those words from…Life is coming your way…"

There will be a day

One day......

You will take me in to your arms....

Until then I'll embrace your sweet memories....

You will whisper sweet words in to my ears....

Until then I'll listen to my heartbeat..

You will kiss my lips gently.....

Until then I'll feel your essence....

You will smile with me sweetly....

Until then I'll heal my tears.....

You will walk by me slowly....

Until then I'll live my dreams....

You will accept me completely.....

Until then I'll wait for years to feel your warmth bounded by your love!

Just like a fragrance in a perfumed flower....

Taste in a sweet wine....

You'll be the bright sunshine to my dark life!

She's lonely

It's a sad lonely life that she lives.
Wearing a facade that no one could find.
Her ecstasy is fake,her wildness as well...
No one knows the pain she hide inside...


Her heart is throbbing and breaking in to pieces...
Her feelings are wide and hopes are gone....
Her tears won't depart, no matter how much she tries....
When no one's around she covers up and cry....

She pretends to be blest what others want to see....
Look deep in to her eyes,the place where truth lies...
She wants to be alone where no one would speak...
Until she's having enough from the grievance she received....