His blaze ceasing my shadows.

You are the redemption
You are the lustre
What holds you back from ecstasy?
I will cross the seven seas to cease such misery.

In the wilds of extinct dreams,
you have become the cure to my blaze.

Tell me why should I let you go?
you award my soul a million reasons to fight my grief.

It wasn't you

I have shared your fears and tears of extreme,
hoping everything with you will be crude. 
Wanted you to kill this dusk with gleam,
but it wasn't you  and it will never be you.


I drew a map to happiness with your promises,
thinking you might complete my bare hollows. 
You would share your lust and emptiness.
but never your heart or never your soul.

I was lost till now in shades of black and blue,
but there's more to life and it will never be you. 

It wasn't you and it will never be you. 

My compulsion.

You and I

We are losing ourselves in each other

We are the oblivious

You and I

We have come this far

Walked hand in hand,

With fate against us.

There's no going back now.

You and I,

We save each other,

Risking our existence,

You and I,

We are the boundless.

To love you.

To love you is in my destiny.
Neither it is a mystery nor an enigma. 
To love you is a law written by the nature.
To love you is a requisite for my existence.
My heartbeat relies on it.
I'm entwined with this feeling, it cannot be replaced by another.
It will crush my soul and shatter my heart. 
But to love you is my fate, it cannot be altered.

Hypnotized by you..

You're in my ardent feelings and my agonizing heart aches.
You intoxicate my soul and my enthusiastic etiquette.
You're in my fantasies and my unanswered quests.
You blemish my insanities and my guiltless detests.

Yours.

If you're a hunter let me be your prey.
I'll beg for your love on my knees with no betray.
If you're the devil,allow me to be your bride.
Your darkness will always worship my light.

If you're the sun, let me be your moon.
Your conquest will always blemish my pain.
If you're the death, allow me to be your life
My warmth will forgive your blatant lies.

You my dear!

Among thousand wandering souls and swiftly pounding hearts,
I choose you my dear to perceive and confront my fate.

Together we daringly savor the thick and thin in our lives,
I protect you my dear as a loyal savior in disguise.

We're bounded to each other and unruled by the walls,
 I love you my dear with your named carved to my soul.

Not now dear, indeed not now.

Love me when I'm worth it.
Love me when I deserve it.
Love me when I'm ready.
Not now,not now when I'm so young,scared and naive.

Protect me when I need it
Protect me when I beg it
Protect me when I'm deprived of it
Not now dear, not now when I'm strong,brutal and confident. 

A little poem for my hero-Sangakkara

Sangakkara!
He's the monarch,
He's the mentor,
He's the light,
He's the triumph,
He's our pride!

In between heaven and hell!

Oh girl! You are stuck in between the guy you want and the guy you need. It eats you up and holds you back!
The guy you want is all what you ever wanted. He's passionate, courageous,adventures and sweeps you off of your feet with his bewitching smile and dark black eyes! He possess you and you're obsessed with him. Smitten!
You think it's paradise, yet it holds you back. All his charisma comes with a big price tag. A dark side he's got, a dark side he can't escape.
Either he's an alcoholic or gets in to fights with broken noses and limbs. Now he's angry,grumpy,anal-retentive and it all makes you run in to the hills screaming. But you can't because you love him, you lust him!
And here comes the guy you need, he's got everything in a man you ever needed with his three piece suit and affectionate smile. He's patient, he tolerates you. He fears sin and obeys the law. He doesn't raise his finger at you. You know he'd make a good husband, a good father one day! But you don't love him, you respect him.
And then you can't choose either of them. You're pathetic now,bouncing back and then from the guy you want to guy you need like a ping pong ball.
I don't know whom you'd choose, I don't know whom I'd choose if I were you!

The way I see you

They think you are a beast
They think you are disturbed
They think you are a threat

I think you are a savior
I think you are wounded
I think you are a blessing!

She's naturally gifted.

Pride is the only natural ornament she can wear.
Smile is the only natural gift she can give.
Kindness is the only natural virtue she can share.
Motivation is the only natural force she can make.
Take it all, because you may never get the same!

A verse

I found myself in the books I read, the music I listened to,the movies I watched.
I cherished myself for the compassion I had for the weak,lost and the disappointed.
I loathed myself for the silly mischief I did, lies I told and the pranks I pulled.
I one day will realize to truly love myself too, without reasons,beyond limits and rules!

Oh Heart! He's mine

You are the nervous evening bounded by fears,I will embrace all your darknesses with a smile on my lips.

You are the luscious lie soothed with secrets,I could  consume all your blunders with a sparkle on my eyes.

You are the spellbinding arrow dipped in poison, let me face your attacks with a twinkle on my face.


You are the shining sun,the quenching night.

You are the shimmering stars and the peaceful moon.

 You are the untold story, you are the frozen vow!

 You are the craving I never can deny! 

Like a butterfly as she waves

She slowly taps her twinlkle toes,
With the pain in her heart dropped as she bows.

A little glow conquer her eyes,
As she float above the stage, like she's about to seek the skies.

She twitch her legs in to butterfly wings,
While she hear the audience rave with her swings.

She climbs and hovers up in the air,
Hearing people wow "Oh how rare"

Her fringe circles like a ring when she skips,
With her arms extended along with the frisk.

Like a feather she stills and end her wonders,
With her burdens forgotten and surrendered to her splendors.

Bewitched

You hypnotize my body and soul
Are you a magician?
Because I'd like to learn some magic too

You make me look at things from deviant aspects
Are from the Neverland?
Because I'd like to go there too

You execute my inner demons and save my angel
Are you a saint?
Because I'd like to be a one too

You catch me whenever I fall and hide me in your arms
Are you a devoted lover?
Because I'd like to love you too